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Zane Paxton's avatar

“Though I couldn't shake the feeling,

And I cannot shake it still,

That this world is but a shadow,

But a shade of all that will”

My favorite stanza! Great stuff!

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Thomas McKendry's avatar

Thanks Zane, that stanza was the pivot of the poem I had in my mind before I wrote it.

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Kaleb Amos's avatar

“Lost and lonely as a cloud” reminds me of Wordsworth. Love the metric and aesthetic this piece lives in. So good.

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Thomas McKendry's avatar

Thanks Kaleb, I'm glad you picked up that reference!

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James Hart's avatar

Very nice, Thomas. Definitely hearing the Longfellow come out but for me, I thought of Hiawatha in terms of meter.

I like to balance of attention, too, in terms of where the encounter sits in the sequence of events.

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Clara York Writes's avatar

Vivid and lovely.

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Thomas McKendry's avatar

Thank you Clara!

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Augustine McKendry's avatar

Loved the flow of this one and the imagery was simply beautiful. One of your best!

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Thomas McKendry's avatar

Thanks Gus, this was the one I started over the weekend. 😉

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Joffre Swait's avatar

Epic solitude.

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Melanie Bettinelli's avatar

I like the juxtaposition of driving with Wordsworth's lonely cloud.

"With a sorrow in my wake" has a lovely music to it.

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Thomas McKendry's avatar

Thank you Melanie! I'm a big fan of borrowing fragments from other poets and giving their words a new life and fresh perspective.

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Mark Rico's avatar

Stunningly beautiful. I love how you used the meter to make that moment feel inevitable and inexorable, Thomas.

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Thomas McKendry's avatar

Thank you Mark, I used the metre (whether consciously or not I do not know) from one of my first favourite poems, Longfellow's A Psalm For Life, and I've always found it, perhaps by association with that poem, to be very powerful for these kind of impactful themes.

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Evelyn Mow's avatar

Did you have in mind Wordworth's "Spots of Time":

"That with distinct pre-eminence retain

A renovating virtue, whence...our minds

Are nourished and invisibly repaired"--?

Strongly reminded me of that passage-- especially your last two lines.

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Thomas McKendry's avatar

Not directly, but the experience from which I drew this poem was definitely one of the "spots" he spoke of.

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J. Tullius's avatar

Love how the meter carries us along the road. Powerful imagery, great use of form.

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Thomas McKendry's avatar

Thanks Tullius, I always appreciate feedback 🙏 this poem is more or less autobiographical with very little embellishment of the actual moment...it left such an impression I knew it would become poetry one day, I was just waiting for the right words to coalesce.

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Olivia Marstall's avatar

“Cut me like the surgeon's knife” ….Is this an Eliot reference

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J. Tullius's avatar

I was thinking Lewis. The Divine Surgeon?

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Olivia Marstall's avatar

Ah, see, my mind went to “The wounded surgeon plies the steel / that questions the distempered part.” (Also curious if the beneath water / above the lake is taken from the Phaedo, but I could be reaching.) Either way, it’s a lovely piece.

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Thomas McKendry's avatar

I'm afraid that line was not an intentional reference to Eliot, I was actually quoting myself there, I had a line from an old (unpublished) poem that refers to "the surgeon's knife" and it seemed to describe a painful but healing experience perfectly. The only intentional reference was to Wordsworth in the first stanza, anything else is just a happy little accident. ☺️

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Olivia Marstall's avatar

And here I was hoping you’d finally been wholly converted to a deep estimation of Eliot. But the image is a good one for healing pain. I caught the Wordsworth reference! But your meaning goes a little deeper than his poem, I think.

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Thomas McKendry's avatar

I did have a small reference to Eliot in my last poem, so we're making progress. 😅

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Olivia Marstall's avatar

Well I totally missed that one 😂Which line?

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J. Tullius's avatar

Ah. The meter matches too. Interesting.

Definitely plenty of broadly Platonic elements. Perhaps Thomas will weigh in.

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Thomas McKendry's avatar

Thank you James, usually I'll put the turn or crescendo of a piece at the end, but this story needed it in the middle and I knew I needed a few stanzas after the encounter to recede while still retaining something of an afterglow. I was also experimenting with the use of repetition in this piece, and I found it can be used to great effect. I often find myself hunting for a new word when a pre-used one will do perfectly well. Looking forward to our next discussion!

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